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I wish I could tell you how much I want to hate you in this moment.
I want to be repelled by you. I want to deeply dislike you, your hair, your nose, your forehead, your lips, your ears, your pretty eyes.
I want to be repulsed by it all. I want to not know you. I want to never have known you. I want to undo everything that happened and go back to when I didn't know you existed. I want to never have heard your sweet voice.
I want to have nothing to do with you. Ever.